hey, you... the one with those brown eyes...

this used to be my venting blog... I only made two posts I think... but they were from a year ago when things were different...

I don't know. Things are just not even close to being the same.

not in a bad way completely, it was just a major change... I wish we could just walk and have fun (not quite like we used to, this would be different because of how things are, but it might be better, or more enjoyable) thats what I want. and I tried. and I dont think its going to work.

oh well.. I am sick of blogging about this... its all I do... I never take action I never do anything... I just blog. I guess its good... I am more of a "sit back and don't worry about it" kinda guy about a few things... this is probably one of them. I figure if God wants something different, He will do it.

anyways I am here at MPS still... this place rocks... I will really miss being here and making a ton of money on just little things... maybe I can still do stuff for them when I get to school?

so I have really been thinking about that one girl from school a lot... shes so cool but it might be hard just getting to know her... I just want to be able to hang out with girls there.. I can do that a lot at home and its cool... it doesnt happen much at school because I dont know much of them...

we talked on the last day though, that was awesome... completely out of nowhere... I was like whoa are you talking to me? so maybe there will be an icebreaker when I get back...

or maybe I will just be my typical milksop and not do anything about it.

grr.

I miss reading... I wish I could sit and read but Its like I want to make the best out of every moment here at home so I guess I am saving that for later... Thr3e is amazing...



anyways...