Thursday, December 20, 2007

never going back to OK





So I had these goals for winter break... I haven't done any of them yet. And it was really getting me down... then I realized that its only been four days. There are still weeks left! I think discouragement is one of the biggest discouragements... I know... it doesn't make sense... but think about it. Telling yourself that you didn't do what you wanted to do only makes it harder to get it done. Just because I didnt do it for a few days does not mean I can't finish the goal in the big picture.
I still want to read my bible WAY more. * this will be awesomer because I got this book from Youthgroup about how to read the bible easier or something... it gives like a headstart for devotions.. its cook
pushups.. I will start again tonight.
reading. on the way home? hmm maybe before bed is good.
verbal advantage.. I did some... I will later
Anyways those things will come. I need to unpack still... I have not done any of that stuff yet... my room is in shambles. Anyways work is good... I feel like I never get anything done... I just need to buckle down I s'pose. Anyways just realizing all that stuff above gave me some encouragement from my current failures in my goals.
I need to make some real progress during christmas... next semester needs to be good or else. yikes.
I miss my suitcase computer. *flashbacks of it smoking*