Tuesday, July 10, 2007

The story of a car chase



ok so I have my revised summer goals.. I know its July already. There is still a lot of summer left.

ok as far as reading goes
-finish Blink
-Huck Finn
-Moby Dick (if I am up for it)
-Darkness books by FP

as far as personal stuff
-daily pushups
-organize like a mad man
-get new suit/ other stuffs for school
-listen to all of Verbal Advantage

and then spiritual wise
-Daily bible reading
-Prayer week (this week starting today probably I want to pray for an hour a day... see how it goes)
-more blogs
-more journals



Ok lets see how those turn out. Anyways things have been semi ok. I didnt sleep well last night... i am liking the top bunk at home... I slept well a few nights ago. hmmm
Anyways we had that meeting with Katie last night. She is so awesome... I miss having her around. Not the best of persons but she does have a good heart for people. She always helps me and is real cool. A little crazy but its ok... she didnt tackle me or throw me into the freezer last night so that is a plus. Haha...

Well I really hope my prayer week goes well... I should be starting it tonight... I hope I don't cave. Lets see how she goes.

Monday, July 09, 2007

getting away from.



so oh how I miss blogging. man it has been a pretty interesting few weeks...

last weekend we went camping. *sigh* it was so nice. friday night, ben stephen and I went to Pymatuning to spend the night in the tent and such, while mom and dad chill'd at home and came up with chris and his gang the next day. so we drove up and the whole way there we just kinda relaxed and enjoyed ourselves... I might have slept a little. heh. so when we made it, we spent like 30 minutes finding a good spot... once we pitched the tents and spent forever at the Sparkle looking for food we finally were able to just have some fun.

We cooked food and just sat there and looked at the awesome. The night was beautiful... just slow and calm. That is the simple best thing about camping... getting away from.

Life has gotten to the point with me where I feel like I need to completely revamp my insides inorder to change or make change. I need a whole new outlook. I need.

a difference...

my goals for this summer are

-first off- get closer with God
-get my life straightened out... (in general)
-become organized
-become a morning person
-read
-Blink
-I am not but I know I am
-the mortification of sin
-the Darkness books by frank peretti
-maybe Obesessed
-maybe Mostly Harmless
- and I want to just be a better person. I want God to break my heart so I can start living for others for a change

so stephen leaves on saturday for Mass for the weekend then we are leaving for the wedding. It will be sad but awesome. I need to carry for torch.

the time for getting things right is now.