Wow. A lot of things going on inside of me lately. I love the book Thr3e because it really symbolizes our lives as a christian... I mean theres the spiritual side of me... the carnal side of me and then the forgiven side of me. the tough part is to channel the spiritual side so that it flows over to the carnal side and replaces it... I have all these good intentions of being this great christian and doing Gods will and all this stuff... then I get smacked in the face with my flesh and I give in so much... I really really want to be more.
Talking to Ken last night was amazing. I love that guy... he is truely me hero. this guy wakes up and goes to the coffee shop everyday and reads his Bible and just the way he lives by faith and... ah man. I know he is a person and he will fall from time to time, but he has truly submitted to his spirit. I want to do that. the thing I hate is I never have time in the mornings, I usually get up early for work or classes... I wish I could wake up really early and have devotions.
I am still praying and one day I hope to be completely submitted to Christ. its just a matter of stopping myself from even getting to the point where I can fall spiritually.
*God please help me. Give me a heart to know you.
Jeremiah 24:7
And I will give them an heart to know me, that I am the LORD: and they shall be my people, and I will be their God: for they shall return unto me with their whole heart.
anyways things are going well with school... I finally finished my research paper draft 2. yesss. I am pretty happy with that... I am at the Drowsy Poet now... this place is amazing. I wish I was a writer... I want to start writing some short stories and stuff.. hmm.
anyways I am still reading I AM NOT BUT I KNOW I AM... its really good... I never have time to read though, but I will now that my paper is getting finished...
anyways off to work on my literary paper... Ill do another one later
STEIN AUF
